Who owns my heart?

So, i was sitting in my business finance class and i was listening to my teacher lecture while logging on to the net. I was at yahoo about to check my email when i came across one of the headlines with a picture of miley cyrus's face. I quickly think, oh gosh, what did she do now. so i click on the link. I start to read the article but i get so bored that i click out and do some unfinished work until he gives us a new assignment.

I didn't think about it again until about 10 minutes ago when i was trying to find things to do. I thought, "well, maybe it is inappropriate" so i decided to take a look for myself. After it was done i couldn't believe it. People were making such a big deal out of nothing! She had done it all before. It pisses me off that people keep giving her the satisfaction of her thinking that she's such a rebel. It's what she want and unfortunately, it's not even clos to what your average high school, teenage girl does everyday. What Miley does is nothing compared to them. We all know that life in hollywood it crap and unbelieveably scandalous but for some odd reason parents who are just a bunch of prudes dont want to believe it. They were all 17 once, they know what it's like. They need to get their heads out of their butts and smell this foggy smoggy air we call "fresh" MILEY CYRUS IS A TEENAGE GIRL!

RBVHS

So, today was my last day of sophamore year in high school. And when the next year starts, we're given a new batch of fresh meat.

Now, every year, when the 8th graders are being "promoted", our principal gives a speech about how our school is hard working, social, and very welcoming. Now, although our

cheerleaders

and football players

are a bunch of kiss asses, pur school is nothing like that.

I remember my first day of high school. In the morning, i was so eager to get to school and experience a new world and make new friends. By 6th period, all i thought was "GET ME THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!"

High school is the worst experience i've ever gone through and i'm so glad i can say it's half way over. The down side is, i have two more years to go. But, i guess it's a vital part of my teen years and has the most important rights of teenage passage such as pep rallys, prom, and even dating. Considering i have done none of those, i still have a long way to go. I just wish it could come without all the emotional damage.

omg!

long time, no blog. same goes for my social networking sites. except myspace and vampirefreaks. of course. my life is really boring. i dunno why i journal on here when i have a live journal but im gonna try to stick to a topic. a topic that almost every 15 year old girl is interested in.

Boys. they can really annoy me.

i was in history today and these boys named bob and bert (names have been changed) were talking about women and bert says to bob, "hey, did you fuck that fat chick?" and bob is like "eww, no. i heard she's easy." and bert is like "let's ask jhonny. they did go out for 2 years." and that's kinda where i stopped paying attention and try to do my work. somehow the topic turns to weed and bert is like "dude, that shit is so strong you could smell it 2 feet away even if it had 2 bags." and they start talking about how alcohol and bob is saying that he likes vodka and bert says "i cheated on my girlfriend with her best friend. yeah, we kept it a secret for like 3 months until i got so mad at my girlfriend that i told her i cheated on her with her best friend."

they can be such pigs. i think that's why girls my age go for older guys because they're more mature and much more respectful. i know some people think it's so gross but all guys my age talk about is sex, getting wasted, and music. i would like to talk about what's goinging on in the world sometimes. or even talk about whats going on in school. i'd like to talk about family and friends. not his past girlfriends that gave him a blow job because they were so wasted or just felt like it. but, unfortunately for me, i'm gonna have to wait till god sends him to me. i haven't found anything yet and im tired of looking.

Amazing Songs

I dunno why but I always get butterflies when I listen to Northern Downpour by Panic At The Disco. Does that ever happen to you? I always feel weird but in a good way. Of all the music, that's the one song that really gets to me. I sometimes want to cry while listening to that song. Kind of like I have some kind of spiritual connection with that song. For a lot of Panic's 'Pretty.Odd.', I get butterflies while listening to 'When the day met the night' but 'northern downpour' is the one song that I feel like it can make anything better. Know what i mean? No, I guess not. A lot of people would probably think that I'm just a stoner or something. Well, I hope you get to feel that one day, if you haven't already. If you have, please let me know on the comments or write your own blog and put the link in the comments. I'll try my hardest to read it.
~XOXO AnaBella Hart

P.S. I don't appreciate rude comments. Especially if I'm telling you something like this so please don't leave rude comments. thanks ;D

Strawberry Panic

I just found out about this cool anime/manga show called Strawberry Panic and even though i just watched one one episode, i instantly fell in love with it. I love it! you should check it out.

that reminds me of another good japanese show. Vampire Knight. I love that one too. check them out on youtube.

I went to best buy today and i was so pissed that they didn't have volume one of Strawberry Panic. Grrrr! I did get Katy Perry's One of the Boys and Tokio Hotel's Scream. They're really good. I'm really tired of 'Hot and Cold' though. I absolutely love 'I'm Still Breathing'. :D
School Is getting really boring. I'm excoted for thursday night. I'm going to the midnight showing of Twilight at the Krikorian. YAY!
Well, I'm gonna leave now because i have nothing ealse to say because my life is so boring.


Enjoy! 'Tek it ease-C'

GSA club

I went to the GSA club (Gay-Strait Alliance club) today. I had so much fun. talking to really cool people, eating some really greasy pizza, it was great. they have weekly meetings. i just thought i'd tell you.

friday night

on friday night's i usually hang out with L.P.

we had fun this past friday. we took pictures with a piece of paper promoting a jeremy gibson benefit concert (which was yesterday) and we ended up taking more pics than that. we didn't talk as much about personal things as we used to but it's ok. sometimes it can get pretty borin. here's a couple pics.

i just got my first high school progress report and unfortunately i got a gpa of 2.83. not a 3.0. i'm really gonna wrk on that. i haven't got a gpa that good since 6th grade thoug, so that's good.

we haven't had much time to work on the band lately due to high school. L.P. and i've got homework which i'm not used to doing, L.P.'s taking honor's classes, Amaira's taking honors and is in marching band, and Delilah's taking independant studies. plus she's a grade younger than us. We lost our other guitarist, luna cuz she goes to a different high school and plays volleyball like all the time so it's hard for her to make time for us. we've only ALL gotten together once and it was pretty fun. delilah played her gutar while i sang. it wasn't too serious.

my band has a myspace. i think it's on that page. in case you didn't know, it's called Torn In Two (TI2)

I love the fact that fall is starting to feel like fall now. it's isn't hotter than summer anymore. i went outside last night and just smelled the air. it smellled like smoke but a good smelling smoke. like if you were burning cherry scented firewood. in other words, it's starting to smell alot like christmas.

i gotta go to my neighbor's kids' birthday party. ttyl.

~XOXO Bella Hart